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BIRD
1. Bird
Bird. The old gunfighter. The oldest. Roads on his face, roads
walked by innumerable gunfights, said Shatzy. His eyes swallowed
up in his skull, and hands of olivewood, quick hands, like branches
in winter. Weary. The comb, in the morning, dipped in water, parting
the white hair, transparent by now. Tobacco lungs in the voice
that says softly: What a wind today.
Nothing worse for a gunfighter than not to die.
Look around, every unfamiliar face could be that of yet another
fool arriving from far away to become the one who killed Clay
Bird Puller. If you want to know when you become a
legend, then listen: its when your enemies always come from
behind. As long as they come at you from the front youre
only a gunfighter. Glory is a trail of shit, behind your back.
Hurry up, asshole, I said to him without even turning around.
The boy wore a black hat, and in his pocket was some piece of
crap that was the memory of a distant hatred, and the promise
of some sort of vengeance. Too late, asshole.
With these roads on my face, cowardly old age, peeing on myself
in the night, the goddam pain below the belt, like a burning rock
between belly and ass, day never comes, and when it comes its
a desert of empty time to cross. How did I get here? Me.
The way Bird shot. He wore his holster backward, with the butts
of the guns facing forward. He would draw with his arms crossed,
the right gun in his left hand and vice versa. That way, when
he came toward you, his fingers touching the gun butts, he seemed
like a condemned man, like a prisoner on his way to the gallows,
with his arms crossed in front. A second later he was a bird of
prey opening its wings, a whip in the air, and the straight flight
of two bullets. Bird.
What is this creeping through the fog of my cataracts, I am forced
to count the hours, I who knew instants, and that was the only
time that existed for me. The swerve of a pupil, the whitened
knuckles around a glass, a spur in the side of the horse, the
shadow of a shadow on the blue wall. They saw a flash where I
saw a map, a star where I saw heavens. I looked within the folds
of time that for them were already a memory. There was no other
way, I had been taught, to see death before it arrives. What is
that, creeping through the fog of my cataracts, I am forced to
spy on the cards of others, searching for cues from my seat, always
in the second row, in the evening throwing rocks at the dogs,
in my pocket an old mans money that the whores dont
want, a mariachi player will take it when he comes, may your song
be long and sad, boy, I want to dance tonight, until sunset.
They said that Bird always carried a dictionary with him. French.
He had learned all the words, one after another, in alphabetical
order. He was so old that he had already been around once and
now was in the Gs for the second time. No one knew
why in the world he did it. But once, in Tandeltown, they say
that he went up to a woman, she was beautiful, tall, green-eyed,
you had to wonder how she had ended up there. He went up to her
and said: Enchanté.
Clay Bird Puller. Hell have a wonderful death,
said Shatzy. Ive promised him: a wonderful death.
THE
WHORE OF CLOSINGTOWN
2. Prologo
Beautiful was the whore of Closingtown, beautiful. Black-haired
was the whore of Closingtown, black-haired. There were dozens
of books in her room, on the second floor of the saloon, and she
read them when she was waiting, stories with a beginning and an
end, if you ask her shell tell you the stories. Young was
the whore of Closingtown, young. Holding you between her legs
she whispers: my love.
Shatzy said that she cost the same as four beers.
A thirst for her, in all the pants in town.
Her name was Fanny.
They all loved her, but only one loved her truly, and that was
Pat Cobhan. He stayed below, drinking beer, and waited. When she
was finished, she came down.
Hello, Fanny.
Hello.
They walked up and down, from one end of the town to the other,
holding each other tight, in the dark, and speaking of the wind
that never stopped.
Good night, Fanny.
Good night.
Pat Cobhan was seventeen. Green were the eyes of the whore of
Closingtown, green.
3. Se vuoi
capire la loro storia
In order to understand their story-Shatzy said-you have to know
how many shots a pistol had in those days.
Six.
She said it was a perfect number. Think about it. And sound that
rhythm. Six shots, one two three four five six. Perfect. You hear
the silence afterward? Yes, thats a silence. One two three
four. Five six. Silence. Its like a breath. Every six shots
is a breath. You can breathe fast or slow, but every breath is
perfect. One two three four five. Six. Now breathe silence.
How many shots were there in a pistol?
Six.
Then she told you the story.
4. Pat Cobhan
ride
Pat Cobhan laughs, downstairs, with foam from the beer in his
beard and the smell of horses on his hands. Theres a violinist
playing, and he has a trained dog. People throw him money, the
dog retrieves it, and then, walking on his hind legs, goes back
to his master and puts the money in his pocket. The violinist
is blind. Pat Cobhan laughs.
Fanny is working, upstairs, with the preachers son between
her legs. My love. The preachers son is called Young. Hes
kept his shirt on, and his black hair is soaked with sweat. Something
like terror, in his eyes. Fanny says to him Fuck me, Young, but
he grows rigid and slides away from her parted thighs-white lace-trimmed
stockings that come just above the knee and then nothing else.
He doesnt know where to look. He takes her hand and presses
it on his sex. Yes, Young, she says. She caresses it, youre
handsome, Young, she says. She licks the palm of his hand, looking
him in the eyes, then caresses him again, barely touching him.
Come on, says Young. Come on. She clasps his sex in the palm of
her hand. He closes his eyes and thinks I must not think. Of anything.
She looks at her own hand, and then at the sweat on Youngs
face, on his chest, and again at her hand sliding over his sex.
I like your dick, Young, I want it, your dick. Hes lying
on his side, leaning on one arm. The arm trembles. Come Young,
she says. His eyes are closed. Come. He turns to lie on top of
her, and pushes between her open thighs. Thats it, Young,
thats it, she says. He opens his eyes. Something like terror,
in his eyes. He grimaces, and slides off. Wait, Young, she says,
holding his head in her hands and kissing him. Wait, he says.
Pat Cobhan laughs, downstairs, and glances at the clock, behind
the bar. He asks for another beer and plays with a silver coin,
trying to balance it on the rim of the empty glass.
Want to marry me, Fanny?
Dont talk nonsense, Pat.
Im serious.
Stop it.
Do you like me, Fanny?
Yes.
I like you, Fanny.
The coin falls into the glass, Pat Cobhan turns the glass upside
down, the coin falls out, on the wood of the bar, whats
left of the beer drips out, liquid and foam. He takes the coin
and dries it on his pants. He looks at it. He would like to sniff
it. He places
it on the edge of the glass. He glances at the clock. He thinks:
Young, you bastard, will you finish up? Sweet is the scent of
the whore of Closingtown, sweet.
5. Fanny scrivola
con le labbra
Fanny glides her lips over Youngs sex, and he looks at her:
he likes this. He puts one hand in her hair and pulls her to him.
She moves the hand away, still kissing him. He looks at her. His
hand is in her hair again, she stops, looks at him and says Be
good, Young. Be quiet, he says, and with his hand pushes her head
toward his sex. She takes it in her mouth and closes her eyes.
She slides faster and faster, back and forth. Like that, whore,
he says. Like that. She opens her eyes and sees the skin on Youngs
stomach shiny with sweat. She sees the muscles contract, suddenly,
as in a kind of agony. Come on, he says. Dont stop. A kind
of agony. He looks at her. He likes her. Looks at her. He places
his hands on her shoulders and suddenly shoves her back and lies
on top of her. Slowly, Young, she says. He closes his eyes and
begins to push against her. Slowly, Young. With her hand, she
feels for his sex, but he moves her away. He pushes hard between
her thighs. Shit, he says. Shit. His hair, wet with sweat, is
pasted to his forehead. Shit. He slides away again, suddenly.
She turns her head to one side, lifts her eyes to heaven for an
instant, and sighs. And he sees her. Sees her.
6. Pat Cobhan
alza gli occhi
Pat Cobhan looks up, looks at the stairs that lead to the second
floor. Then he looks at the full glass of beer in front of him.
Hey, Carver.
Pat?
Keep it cold for me.
You going?
Ill be back.
Everything all right, Pat?
Everythings O.K., yes, its O.K. Keep it cold for me.
He remains leaning on the bar. He turns and glances at the door
of the saloon. He spits on the floor, then crushes the knot of
saliva with his boot, and looks at the wet dust, on the floor.
He raises his head again. He nods at Carver. Make sure no one
pees in it, O.K.? and smiles.
Why dont you go home, Pat?
Go yourself, Carver.
You ought to go home.
Dont tell me what to do.
Carver shakes his head. Pat Cobhan snickers. He picks up his glass
of beer and takes a swallow. He puts the glass down, turns, looks
at the stairs that lead to the second floor, You bastard, he says
softly.
7. Young
Young has turned, he has stretched one hand toward the belt hanging
on the chair, he has taken the pistol out of the holster and now
he holds it tight in his fist. He slides the barrel over Fannys
skin. White is the skin of the whore of Closingtown, white. She
starts to get up. Stay put, he says. He sticks the barrel of the
pistol under her chin, presses it there. Dont move. Dont
cry out. What on earth are you doing, she says. Quiet. He slides
the gun barrel over her skin, lower and lower. He spreads her
legs. He rests the pistol on her sex. Please, Young, she says.
Slowly he pushes the gun in. He takes it out and slowly sticks
it back in. Do you like that? he says. She starts to tremble.
Isnt that what you wanted? he says. He pushes the pistol
deep in. She arches her back, puts a hand on Youngs cheek,
gently. Please, Young, she says. Please. She looks at him. He
stops. Calm down, she says. Youre a good boy, Young, right?
Youre a good boy. Tears are falling from her eyes, falling
all over her face. Let me kiss you, I like kissing you, come here,
Young, kiss me. She speaks softly, without taking her eyes off
him. Stay with me, lets make love, would you like that?
Yes, he says. And he starts moving the gun again, back and forth.
Lets make love, he says. She closes her eyes. A grimace
of pain that contorts her face. I beg you, Young. He looks at
the gun barrel moving in and out of her flesh. He sees that its
covered with blood. He cocks the trigger with his thumb. I like
to make love, he says.
8. Affanculo
Fuck you, says Pat Cobhan. He moves away from the bar. Ill
be back, he says. He passes the Castorp brothers table,
greets them, and heads for the stairs.
He looks up and sees nothing. He climbs a few steps. He thinks
hed like to have a gun. His father doesnt want him
to carry a gun. That way, you dont get in trouble. No one
shoots at an unarmed kid. He stops. He thinks of Young. He cant
remember exactly how much time has passed. He tries to remember,
but he cant. He looks down into the saloon and thinks its
like being a bird perched on a branch. It would be nice to open
your wings and fly, grazing the heads of the men in the bar and
landing on the hat of the blind musician. I would have shiny black
feathers, he thinks, while with his right hand he feels in his
pants pocket for the hard outline of his knife. Its a small
knife, the blade folded into the wooden handle. He looks farther
up the stairs and sees nothing. A closed door, no sound, nothing.
Im just being stupid, he thinks. He stands there, lowers
his gaze, sees his boot on the step. Dust thick on the worn leather.
Taps twice, with his heel, on the wood. Then he leans over and
with a finger polishes the tip. Just at that moment he hears from
above the dry sound of a shot and a brief cry. And he realizes
its all over. Then he hears a second shot, and, one after
the other, the third and the fourth and the fifth. He is frozen.
He waits. He has a strange buzzing in his head and everything
seems far away. He feels someone shove him aside, and people are
running up the stairs, shouting. In his eyes is the shiny tip
of his boot. He waits. But he hears nothing. Then he gets up,
and goes slowly down the stairs. He crosses the saloon, goes out
the door, gets on his horse. He rides all night and at dawn he
reaches Abilene. The next day he heads north, passing through
Bartleboro and Connox, following the river as far as Contertown,
and then for days he rides toward the mountains. Berbery, Tucson
City, Pollak, to Full Creek, where the railroad goes. He follows
the tracks for miles and miles. Quartzite, Coltown, Oldbridge,
and then Rider, Rio Solo, Sullivan and Preston. After twenty-two
days he comes to a place called Stonewall. He looks at the tops
of the trees and the way the birds fly. He gets off his horse,
picks up a handful of dust, and lets it slide slowly between his
fingers. Theres no wind here, he thinks. He sells the horse,
buys a gun. Gun belt, holster, and gun. That night he goes to
the saloon. He doesnt talk to anyone, he sits there, drinking
and watching. He studies them all, one by one. Then he chooses
a man who is playing cards, who has white uncallused hands, gleaming
spurs. A narrow beard, cut with care and deliberation.
9. Quelluomo
bara, dice
That mans cheating, he says.
Something wrong, kid?
I dont like bastards, thats all.
Get your shit tongue outside, and fast.
I dont like cowards, thats all.
Kid. Lets do one thing. I didnt hear a word, you get
up, you disappear, and for the rest of your days thank heaven
it ended like this.
Lets do something else. You put down the cards, get up,
and go cheat somewhere else.
The man pushes back his chair, slowly gets up, stands there, his
arms by his sides and his hands just touching his guns. He looks
at the boy.
Pat Cobhan spits. He gets up. He looks at the tips of his boots,
as if he were searching for something. Then he lifts his eyes
toward the man.
You fool, the man says.
Pat Cobhan suddenly grabs his gun. But he doesnt draw. He
feels the sixth shot, now. Then nothing else, forever.
Silence.
What a silence.
10. Finale
Shatzy had a poem by Robert Curts stuck on the door of the fridge.
She had copied it because she liked it. Not all of it, but she
liked the bit near the end where it said: Lovers die in the same
breath. It also had a nice conclusion, but the best part was that
line. Lovers die in the same breath.
And another thing. Shatzy was always humming a rather stupid song,
which she had learned as a child. It had a lot of stanzas. The
refrain began like this: Red are the fields of our paradise, red.
It wasnt much, as a song. And it was so long that you might
be dead before youd sung the whole thing. Truly.
Young died in his cell, the day before the trial. His father went
to see him, and shot him in the face, pointblank.
MANHUNT
11. Prologo
Benjamin Clarks body was found after a four-day search,
buried under two feet of dirt, near the river. Doc examined it
and said that Benjamin had died of suffocation, probably he had
been buried alive. He had bruises on his arms, his neck, and his
back. Before he was buried, he had been raped. Benjamin was eleven
years old.
Now listen to a strange story, Shatzy said.
The same day Benjamin was found, an Indian everyone called Dark
disappeared from the Clark ranch. Someone said hed seen
him leave town, on horseback, heading for the mountains. Dark
was Benjamins friend. Benjamin always listened to him. They
often went swimming together, down at the river. And they hunted
snakes. Theyd keep them alive for a while, feeding them
mice. Then they killed them. Dark must have been about twenty.
They called him that because he was odd. With people, he was odd.
Under his cot they found a tin can and in the can a bracelet that
Benjamin always wore on his right wrist. It was made of snakeskin.
Shatzy said that many people volunteered to go after the Indian.
It was intoxicating, to hunt a man. But the sheriff said: Im
going. Alone. His name was Wister, and he was a fine man. He didnt
like hangings and he believed in trials. He knew Benjamin, every
so often he took him fishing, and he had also promised him that
when he was fourteen he would teach him to shoot-to hit a bottle,
at ten paces, with his eyes closed. He said: Dark is my business.
He left in the morning, while the wind raised whirlpools of dust
under the grill of a burning sun.
Music.
Shatzy did the music, with her mouth closed, something like a
big orchestra, violins and trumpets, it was done well. Then she
asked you: everything clear?
More or less.
Youll see, its not hard.
All right.
Shall we go?
Lets go.
12. Il primo
giorno
Sheriff Wister heads for the mountains. He takes the trail for
Quarter Pass. He chooses the way through the forest, figuring
Dark must have half a days advantage. He climbs the mountain
ridge, stopping every so often to study the hoofprints on the
trail. It takes a while but finally he is able to recognize those
of Darks horse. He knows that the Indian, if he wanted,
could have made them vanish. The boy must be sure of himself,
he thinks. Maybe he thinks hes not being followed. Surely
he wants to get to the border. He spurs his horse and crosses
Quarter Pass, descends to a valley, comes out of the woods, and
stops. No more than five hundred yards ahead, he sees Dark. Its
strange: he looks like a statue: hes motionless, sitting
in the saddle of a dappled bay. Here already, boy? thinks Sheriff
Wister. He keeps his horse at a walk, and heads toward Dark, slowly,
without taking his eyes off him. Minutes and minutes, like that.
Why the hell doesnt he run? thinks Sheriff Wister. Then
he loads his rifle and checks his pistols. He looks at the sun.
He sees that its about to go behind him. He smiles. Youre
finished, kid. He takes off at a gallop. A hundred yards, then
another hundred, the boy doesnt move, the sheriff rides
bent over his horse, they were distant, now they are close, two
hundred yards, a hundred, a rifle shot. Its when the sheriff
raises his gun that Dark, suddenly, spurs his horse and takes
off at a gallop. He leaves the trail and flees to the east. You
woke up, boy, thinks Sheriff Wister. And follows him. Dark turns
to the east, then to the west, and again to the east. The sheriff
doesnt let go. They gallop together, the distance between
them never changing, for a long time. They draw aimless curves,
in the void at the edge of the desert. An absurd dance. What sort
of game is it? thinks Sheriff Wister. He straightens up in the
saddle, slows his pace, and after a while he stops. He sees Dark,
ahead of him, pull on the reins and stop his horse. They remain
there, motionless, looking at each other. A hundred yards, no
more. Until Wister spurs his horse to a gallop, and Dark again
flees, turns again to the east, and then west, the dance begins
again, the colors fade, the light falls, its cold, suddenly.
Wister stops. He shakes his head. OK, kid. Im not in a hurry.
He dismounts, makes camp, lights a fire. Before he goes to sleep,
he sees in the darkness the light of Darks campfire, not
far from him. Good night, kid.
13. Il secondo
giorno
On the second day, Sheriff Wister wakes before dawn. He stirs
the fire, heats the coffee. He waits for dawn. At daybreak, he
sees Dark in the distance, standing motionless beside the dappled
bay. He takes the binoculars. He sees that the boy doesnt
have a rifle. He smiles. Maybe a pistol. Then he sits down on
the ground. And he says softly, The first move is yours, kid.
They stay like that for hours. Sun burning the emptiness all around.
Every half hour Sheriff Wister takes a swallow of water and one
of whiskey. The light is blinding. Suddenly he sees Benjamin again,
laughing, running. Die, you son of a bitch, die, you Indian bastard.
He gets up. He feels his head spinning. He takes the reins in
his hand and begins to walk, leading the horse. He walks slowly,
but in front of him Dark doesnt move, doesnt get on
his horse, doesnt run away. Two hundred yards. Maybe less.
Sheriff Wister stops. He shouts: End it, Dark. He says softly:
Get yourself killed, like a good boy. And again shouting: Dark,
dont be a fool. The boy remains motionless. Wister checks
rifle and pistols. Then he climbs into the saddle. He takes off
at a gallop. He sees Dark mount his horse and go. They go forward
like that, until their horses are exhausted. A pueblo appears
on the horizon, forgotten in the emptiness. Dark heads for it,
Wister follows. Ten minutes later Dark enters the pueblo at a
gallop and disappears. Sheriff Wister slows down and gets off
his horse before he enters the town. He draws his gun as he reaches
the first houses. Not a living soul. He walks slowly, keeping
close to the walls, alert to the slightest sound. He looks in
every window, reads every shadow. He feels his heart pounding
in his ears. Stay calm, he thinks. Probably hes not even
armed. All you have to do is find him and get rid of him. Hes
just a kid. He keeps walking and finally he sees an old woman
standing in the doorway of a posada. He approaches. He asks her
in Spanish if shes seen an Indian, on a dappled horse. She
nods her head yes, and points toward the other end of the village,
where the trail goes on into the emptiness. Wister aims the rifle
at her head. Dont lie, he says in Spanish. She makes the
sign of the cross, and again points to the far end of the village.
The sheriff puts away his gun. Do you have anything to drink?
The woman goes into the posada and comes out with some whiskey.
Sheriff Wister drinks. Did he take water with him, the Indian?
The woman nods no. You know who he is? Then the woman says: yes.
Es un chico que va detras de un asesino. Sheriff Wister stares
at her. Did he tell you that? Yes. Sheriff Wister takes another
swallow of whiskey. Youre dead, kid, he thinks. He gets
on his horse, tosses a coin to the old woman, puts the whiskey
in his pack, and proceeds, slowly, to the edge of the village.
When he passes the last house he looks ahead. Nothing. But when
he turns to the right he sees Dark, motionless in the saddle,
no more than a hundred yards away. Es un chico que va detras de
un asesino. Sheriff Wister passes one hand over his face. Stay
calm, he thinks. He remains staring at Dark. He wants to shout
something at him, but doesnt know what. He turns his horse,
goes back to the first house, and dismounts. He spends the night
there. But he cant sleep. A gun, always, in his hand.
14. Il terzo
giorno
On the third day, Sheriff Wister leaves the pueblo and sees Dark
in the distance, on the trail that leads to the desert. He gets
on his horse and follows him, slowly. He lets the horse carry
him. Every so often he falls asleep: from the heat, the exhaustion.
After three hours he stops at a spring. The Indian might have
poisoned it, he thinks. He refills his canteens and sets off.
I cant let him reach the desert, he thinks. Well both
die there. He has a swallow of whiskey. He waits until the sun
is lower on the horizon. Then he says softly, End of the game,
kid, and he takes off at a gallop. Dark doesnt seem to be
aware of him. He keeps going, slowly, without turning. Perhaps
hes sleeping. Hes mine, thinks Sheriff Wister. Three
hundred yards. Two hundred yards. A hundred yards. Sheriff Wister
draws his gun. Fifty yards. Dark turns, he has a rifle with a
long barrel in his hand, he aims and shoots. One shot. Wisters
horse swerves to the right, then collapses on its front legs,
and falls to the ground, lying on its side. Wister manages to
slide out from under it. He feels a burning pain in his shoulder.
Then he hears a second shot enter the animals flesh. He
raises his head, and, leaning against the horses body, fires
three shots, one after the other. Darks horse rears up on
its hind legs and rolls over on its back, legs in the air, kicking.
Sheriff Wister grabs his rifle from the saddle. Dark regains control
of his horse and gallops off, trying to escape. Wister aims and
fires two shots. It seems to him that he sees Dark fold over the
animals neck. Then he sees the horse break its stride, stagger,
move another twenty yards, and collapse. He sees Darks body
flung in the dust. Adios, kid, he thinks. He loads the gun, takes
aim. Dark is trying to get up. Wister fires. He sees a swirl of
dust, ten yards in front of Darks body. Shit, he says. He
fires again. The second bullet hits beside the first. Shit. Dark
gets up. He retrieves his gun. With the other hand he unhooks
the saddlebags from the saddle. He stands there, staring at Wister.
Eighty yards between them. A gunshot. Something more. Sheriff
Wister looks at the sun. He doesnt have much time before
dark, he thinks. His shoulder hurts, he cant move the arm
without feeling a sharp pain. He unhooks his saddlebags and throws
them over his good shoulder. He loads his gun. And starts walking
toward Dark. The boy sees him, turns, and heads off, also walking,
slowly. Sheriff Wister imagines the scene as viewed from above,
two men crawling in a void, and thinks: we are two condemned men.
They walk for two hours. Then Dark abandons the trail and turns
east. Sheriff Wister stops. Hes mad, he thinks. Hes
going into the desert. Hes mad. He takes his gun and shoots
into the air. Dark stops, turns. Wister lets his saddlebags fall
to the ground. Then he throws down his rifle. He opens his arms
wide. Dark remains motionless. Wister walks toward him, slowly.
Dark doesnt move. Wister keeps walking, then little by little
he lowers his arms and moves his hands to the butts of his guns.
He is fifty yards from the Indian. He stops. Hes crazy with
the pain in his shoulder. He feels his heart beating so hard it
hurts. End it, kid, he shouts. Dark doesnt move. Thats
the desert over there, you want to die like a fool? he cries.
Dark takes a few steps toward him. Then stops. They stand there,
facing each other, two black squiggles in the emptiness. The silence
is so terrible that Sheriff Wister hears Benjamin screaming inside
him.
15. Lurlo
He tries to focus on Dark. But the cry will not leave him in peace.
You have to do your job, he says to himself. Forget the rest.
Do your job. He realizes that he is staring at the ground. He
lifts his head suddenly. He gazes at Dark. He sees two absent
eyes. He sees them as if they were very close, as if he could
touch them. And he thinks: They are invincible eyes. Then, like
a lightning bolt, fear strikes him, and his legs crumple. He drops
to his knees. He falls forward, with his hands on the ground.
He sees them trembling. He cant breathe, the blood is beating
in his temples. With a huge effort he looks up at Dark. He is
still standing there. Bastard. Bastard. Bastard.
16. Mondo
sparito
There are no birds in the sky, nor snakes in the dust, nor wind
to riffle the grasses, no horizon, nothing. The world has disappeared.
Sheriff Wister murmurs softly: go to hell, kid. Go to hell. He
gets to his feet, casts a last glance at Dark. Then he turns-turns-and
stumbling reaches his rifle. He grabs it. He takes a few more
steps. He picks up his saddlebag and throws it over his good shoulder.
Without a glance back he walks on, following the traces of his
steps. He doesnt stop until dark. He falls to the ground.
He closes his eyes. He dreams.
17. Il quarto
giorno
On the fourth day Sheriff Wister wakes at dawn. He gets up. He
sees, minuscule on the horizon, the white houses of the pueblo.
For a second he looks back. He sees Dark, a hundred yards away.
Standing. Still. Wister picks up his bags and the rifle. He starts
off again, heading toward the pueblo. He walks for hours. Every
so often he falls to the ground, pulls his hat down over his eyes,
and waits. When he feels his strength returning, he stands up
and sets off again. He never turns. He manages to reach the pueblo
before sunset. They give him food and drink. He says: I am Sheriff
Wister. They give him a bed to sleep in. They tell him in Spanish
that there is a chico, outside the pueblo. He is camped a hundred
yards or so from the first houses. They ask if it is a friend
of his. No, says Sheriff Wister. Hes crazy with the pain
in his shoulder. He sleeps with his gun loaded, within reach of
his hand.
On the fifth day Sheriff Wister gets them to give him a horse,
and he heads for the mountains. He finds the wind again, and clouds
of dust that blot out the trail. He rides for hours, without stopping,
crosses the mountains without turning around. When he arrives
in sight of Closingtown its evening. He looks at the trees
bent by the wind. He pats his horses neck. He stops him.
He turns. He sees Dark, a few hundred yards away. In the saddle,
motionless. Kid, says Wister softly. Kid. Then he presses his
heels into the belly of his horse and without looking back again
arrives in Closingtown.
When he gets to the first houses, someone starts shouting that
the sheriff is back. People rush out to the street. He continues
slowly, without looking at anyone. In one hand he holds the reins,
in the other a gun. No one dares approach, hes like a dead
man on horseback, or a madman. Sheriff Wister crosses the town,
like a phantom, then he skirts the jail and takes the trail for
the Clark ranch. People follow, on foot. They hardly dare speak.
Wister arrives at the ranch. He gets off his horse. He throws
the reins over the fence. He heads for the house, walking like
a drunk. Someone goes over to help him. He points the gun at him.
He says nothing, keeps walking, and comes to the house. Standing
in front of it is Benjamins father. Eugene Clark. Face aged
by the wind, hair gray. Sheriff Wister stops three paces from
him. Hes still holding the gun in his right hand. He looks
at Eugene Clark. Then he says: Im sorry, he kept on crying,
he wouldnt stop. He was always a good boy with me. He had
never done that, before. He was a good boy. Eugene Clark takes
a step toward him. Wister aims the gun at him. Eugene Clark stops.
Sheriff Wister raises the barrel of his Colt .45. He says: I didnt
bury him alive, I swear. He wasnt breathing anymore, his
eyes were rolled up in his head, and he wasnt breathing
anymore. Then he sticks the gun under his chin, and shoots.
18. Macchie
di sangue
Bloodstains on the face and clothes of Eugene Clark. People are
running, shouting, the children want to see, the old people shake
their heads, the wind ceaselessly whips up the dust, all around.
It takes a while for them to become aware of Dark. He is on his
horse, not moving, beside the fence. He has no eyes anymore, they
have disappeared into his Indian cheekbones. He breathes with
his mouth open, between lips dry with dust and hunger. The people
are silent. He presses his heels lightly into the horses
flanks. He pulls t2he reins to the left and goes away. A boy runs
after him. Dark, he calls, Dark. The sheriff shot himself, Dark.
He doesnt turn around, he goes on, slowly, toward the river.
Dark, hey, Dark, where are you going?
Dark doesnt turn around.
To sleep, he says softly.
Music.
19. Musica
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